Wednesday, September 7, 2011

A General Realization

You walk down the street. You see a leaf blowing in the wind. You find that the way the leaf is carried by the wind is in fact the same way you yourself, are carried by life. Was this ever one of my general realizations? No, but I find that a leaf blowing in the wind has deep meaning to a lot of people. I will not say to find meaning in something like that to be ignorant. I myself have found that random happenings make me think of bigger pictures. I find that anything really can lead to a realization about one's self and about one's surroundings. I call just about every realization a general realization simply because it was always there and there was nothing to make it blind. I find that whenever looking at how people are, it makes me look at how I am. If I see someone without secrets, it makes me notice just how many I have. When I say secrets however, I do not mean things that I will never tell. Rather, I mean things that you keep inside. If someone were to ask me the right questions, I would more than happily oblige them with an honest answer. However, they are things that I do not feel comfortable enough saying, without some having the right "key words". Now this doesn't mean that if you don't ask the question as specifically as I want it that I will not answer it. If you hit it somewhere in the ballpark, then I will answer it the same, you might even get more answers than expected depending on which line it straddles. I find that a lot of people (including myself) do not like who they are in certain aspects and are constantly trying to change them in order to better themselves in some sort of-what they see as a- logical way. Now before you keep reading any of my blogs, I want to let you all know, that I know I have horrible writing skills. I will hopefully be improving on them. Thank you. Does this blog have a conclusion? No. I just felt like putting something out there. So there it is.